I never thought we would be where were at now we cant stand each other,we don't talk,were not even friends anymore.Were both selfish we wont let the other move on or be in peace.It's so disappointing to know when you call me it puts a damp on my day when it use to be the the total opposite,i really never wanted things to get this bad.but you don't try either,i sound like a broken fucking record and I'm honestly over all this shit.I don't care about where this goes anymore i see no future and at the end of the tunnel i see no light.I'm not trying to make you seem like the bad guy,because your not I'm at fault too.But you never made an effort...ever.I'm not perfect but i admit that.You can never say i didn't try YOU know i did,EVERYONE knows i did.You try to act like things are okay when there not ,not one bit.I gave you my all & got nothing in return,i shouldn't have to be a bitch or mean to you for you to be nice to me -_- .You just really need to be upfront w| me and maybe we wont leave things on a bad note.I still love you,you have been a very important person in my life but i can no longer say I'm in love w| you. . . . . . .It hurts and its my fault because i choose to stick around some way or another.How are we ever going to find true happiness when were both standing in each others way.I just need you to tell me I'm right about this&stop trying to act like you want this situation were in,I feel like i know you better than anyone and i know your not happy neither am i.All i ever asked was for you to be honest.i didn't ask for the moon,the sun,the stars,expensive dates,hanging out 24\7 all i wanted was for you to keep things 100 w| me and you fucked it up.
Without no trust there is no us
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