April showers bring May flowers

went with Charina ,Jose and Pedrito to the heights
where Charina decided to pierce her third hole
we walked to her casa ate some chinese food [well i did]
parlayed in her house & watched the demon child dance to
single ladies[videos coming soon :].It was a nice chilled day
better than being home with Lucifer-_-,it was nice seeing
Jose but for some odd reason things felt weird.Anyways
all in all a good day.


well im off to get dressed now and meet up with draino<3
BUYING MY DRESSSS finally

LETS MAKEOUT!

Our best friend last night lmfaooo Me,Shio,Jenn&Pedrito wen tto DOC's birthday party last night in Dyckman it started out type wack but jenn saved us,we all wen tto the liqour store she copped a big ass bottle of Bacardi hurricane and we dogged it it got us feeling naiiceeeeee, we danced laughed and most important i finally got drunk after such a long time [well since my passing out incident-_-] i had a good fucking time ILOVE my Jenni poo & MY TASHAAAA,Pedrito was being a fucking whore all night so he didn't party with me too much lol FINALLY a good Saturday♥

Have this on repeat.

You’re everything I thought you never were
And nothing like I thought you could’ve been
But still you live inside of me
So tell me how is that?

You’re the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I’d love to not forgive
And though you break my heart, you’re the only one
And though there are times when I hate you
Cause I can’t erase
The times that you hurt me
And put tears on my face
And even now while I hate you
It pains me to say
I know I’ll be there at the end of the day


I don’t wanna play the broken hearted girl.




I dont know why ive been so moepy&sappy uugh maybe cause of my current love life which is ::flushing sound:: down the fucking toilet i feel alone uugh this shit sucks,i truly hate feeling like this.I need a fresh start .I need a comfort zone once more,but i know thats not gonna happen any time soon.My friends make it a bit easier to get my mind off things i appreciate it very much,even though i front acting like i dont care about the current situations they know the deal.i love em'.I dont want to feel like this anymore,i NEED to get away.