JENNIFER :]

HAPPY FUCKING BIRTHDAY JENN!!
On a much more HAPPY note. . .
i fucking love you and i hope you enjoy ure bday were gonna have a fucking
blast on saturday i knowww iit cant fucking waiit im so exciteddd aaaaaaah!
anyways no ned for me to blab about how much i love you&how i wish u the best
and how everything u wish for comes true. . muah! mi chula bella coÑo ;]
4-23-09

Tocando Fondo.

"If someone hurts you, betrays you, or breaks your heart, forgive them, for they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to whom you open your heart."

its because no matter how hard i try i cant seem to hate you.
but i just don't look at you the same =/

WHY cant i let go .

"Im in LOVE with the thought of LOVING you.
I wanna be with YOU carla."

but we can never be.
: (
my ASOLO lovin hunnay.♥

If you love something, let it free. If it comes back to you, it`s yours; if it doesn`t, it never was. Even in a loving relationship, people need their own space. If we want to learn to love, we must first learn to forgive and let go of past hurts and grievances. Love means letting go of our fears, prejudices, egos and conditions. "Today I let go of all my fears, the past has no power over me - today is the beginning of a new life. Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away they were meant to be there, to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson, or to help you figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be, but when you lock eyes with them, you know at that very moment they will affect your life in some profound way. Sometimes things happen to you that may seem horrible, painful, and unfair at first, but in reflection you find that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized your potential, strength, willpower, or heart. Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness, and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, whatever they may be, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere. It would be safe and comfortable, but dull and utterly pointless. The people you meet who affect your life, and the success and downfalls you experience, help to create who you are and who you become. Even the bad experiences can be learned from. In fact, they are probably the most poignant and important ones. If someone hurts you, betrays you, or breaks your heart, forgive them, for they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to whom you open your heart. If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally, not only because they love you, they are teaching you to love and how to open your heart eyes and soul to things. Make every day count. Appreciate every moment and take from those moments everything that you possibly can, for you may never be able to experience it again


thanx jen ;]♥

THIS is sick -_-

THEY DANCE REAL NICE EH?
there brothe&sister =x
yucckky

MY beautiful SATURDAY

THEY MAKE ALL WOTH
WHILE!




















SATURDAY. i hung out in the am with
Jenn,Pedrito&Jahaira went to Nobel's
job chilled drank some grey goose
went tot he lil park Jose went too
&Nobels girl -_-umm we chilled
took pictures laughed joked
then around 8 we went to shios crib
where a "BLOOD" gang was about to wash
Luis lmfao umm we then found out
about some party in Dyckman. . shit
was looking like bitches was going to club EXIT
so we exited out asses out it was
too hot,small and waaay too many ppl in one place
so we walked from 207 to 175th -_- where
a bitch ass nigga named JHONATHAN
left us waitign in a corner. I LOVE YOU DEARLY
NATT :]
so to make the best of it we went to Darwins house
[life saver] smoked chilled meet some cool dudes
chi nchatted and went home not my most intertaining
Saturday but i was with my bitches and thats all
that matters♥

NOTHING but the best.

So me and Charina decided o finally do something with our lives we went to take our****** test =x hopefully January we will be in college I'm excited and feel very proud of my self i need self accomplishment I've been feeling very disappointed in my self lately thinking about what i could be and what i haven't done i need to get my act together and I've learned its never too late for progress only positive things can come from this,i know people say you should do things on your own and be someone,but when u have someone there to call you at 6am and say"wake the fuck up" we out to school its very motivating & fun i thank her because shes motivated me i know we can do this,we will do this.We are going to finally finish something we start,no excuses no run arounds. EST04'


POPPIN ASS MEXICAN MUSIC LMFAO